I Am Much Too Alone in This World, Episode 447

How do we learn to be honest about our lives… to look closely, to say truthfully what we see, and to turn with reverence and respect to all that has been and the path that unfolds before us? Said another way, what does it take to say ‘yes’ to our lives, in spite of everything?

This week's Turning Towards Life is hosted as always by Lizzie Winn and Justin Wise of Thirdspace.

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Our source for this week:

I Am Much Too Alone in This World    

I am much too alone in this world, 
yet not alone enough
to truly consecrate the hour.
I am much too small in this world, 
yet not small enough
to be to you just object and thing,
dark and smart.
I want my free will and want it accompanying
the path which leads to action;
and want during times that beg questions,
where something is up,
to be among those in the know,
or else be alone.
I want to mirror your image to its fullest perfection,
never be blind or too old
to uphold your weighty wavering reflection.
I want to unfold.
Nowhere I wish to stay crooked, bent;
for there I would be dishonest, untrue.
I want my conscience to be
true before you;
want to describe myself like a picture I observed
for a long time, one close up,
like a new word I learned and embraced,
like the everyday jug,
like my mother’s face,
like a ship that carried me along
through the deadliest storm.

Rainer Maria Rilke

Photo by Vida Huang on Unsplash‍ ‍

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